I want to make love. To you and only you. Because you are the only one who can stimulate all of me with just one look.

You are the one that can make me achieve heights unparalleled and in the same token reach depths unfathomable.

My muse, my motivation. You inspire me and keep me going. Your presence makes me wonder what I ever did without you.

Ironic how reality isn't so obvious.

It's easy to see the fallacies of this world. Those are rampant among us.

Luckily I have encountered my reality in you.

Is my vision jaded or are you as amazing as you look?

From here I see a queen cast from her throne and all I want to do is return you to your rightful place.

And before I can be that king you deserve I must be an adventurer and acquire the greatest treasure known to me. Your heart.

Nicole

Patience pays

Two years of waiting and you are mine or at least soon to be.

Through the distance and the complications of our relationship I can still feel the purity of your heart.

I get chills when I hear your voice, when you say my name, especially where it comes after those three words.

"They" always say... Friends first.

Build a platonic relationship first and then move down romance lane.

I never knew anything to be so true.

Though I have always had feelings... (Strong ones)

I played it very juvenile.

Two kids on the playground.

"Why do you pick on her?" "Because I like her"

I bullied you all this time. Made you think I was far from the feelings I hid.

I did it out of respect to you... To her... Your relationship.

I never even planned on revealing my hidden desires.

But I couldn't hold out any longer.

Time... My feelings grew and became stronger... To push right through that facade.

(SN: If you want feelings to go away don't suppress them... They will only grow stronger)

The most beautiful, intelligent, funny, weird, kinky, unique woman I have ever encountered.

She replaces the pain and sorry on my heart with happiness and hope. The things I thought about people in general... The trust I was afraid to give... The hope that was lost... The wall that was built... She came in equipped with her tool box of personality and is fixing my world of issues with doing nothing but being herself.

Caramel coated skin,

Eyes filled with an ocean of brown,

lips I would kill to kiss,

perfect teeth,

a body only a goddess could be blessed with,

a host of knowledge yet naive to her own greatness

a heart besieged with so much pain and torment

and polished to perfection in my eyes.

She's the ideal.

She's surpassed my imaginations fantasies.

My dreams couldn't even fathom a creature greater than.

If it isn't evident at this point... I am IN love. (Deeply)

Every aspect of her that she views as an imperfection,

I see as a key quality in a partner.

How do I end this?

I don't.

I won't.

I can't.

This feeling... INFINITE

Music

Melodies of her heart in the highest key fathomable
She serenades her .L.o.v.e. To me.
As I her beat.
I stroke the main keys to keep her melodic river flowing
My tongue speaks to her lips.
I swallow her crescendo
And begin her innuendo
Sweet notes spill from her lips
I drink her music
From her mouth angels harmonize
A duet between her and I
From my tongue
I broadcast in different frequencies
A program of pure delight
Banging the base right to her system
Extacy spills from her lips... I kiss
Leaving her stunned
She did.
She is here.
But another trip to find more of her music is in order
We change the station
This one drives her crazy.
The way the beat flows w/ her body.
The base vibrates.
The
Verse
Is
Perfect.
Leaking harmonies again.
Again.
Top key.
E
Sharp
Major.
-Daja A. Lacy

Now a chliche...
Not just my shorty
I say it
You are the best I ever had
Not because you let me have it when I want it
But because wen I'm down and out you refuse to leave my side
I got a real ride or die.
Not a nickel a a dime or a quarter... money has nothing on you
You're worth more than this superficial world covered in gold
Am I in .L.o.v.e.?
Hell yea. Nothing could make me deny you Mya.
From head to toe, not one doubt in me
No doubts about we
I want us to forever be we
You and me, Mya and Dee
I wish I could even begin to explain how yu got me
No subliminal
Nothing between the lines
Its real simple actually
I
.L.o.v.e.
You
And yu
are
my everything.
-Daja A. Lacy

Lone lullabies sing in agony songs of solitude
My mind desires the very thing that causes my heart to bleed from old
scars.
New wounds heal to form more nothingness in my chest cavity.
A hole. Beginning of the abyss I hold most dear to me. Full of more
nothing. Tears fall but once gone they were never there. Mind clear of
the pain that once lied.
Or that in theory. I try to hide... the pain, anguish, and despair that
lives in me. It feeds off my average... my ordinary.
So this is my nothing... my abyss is full. No questions. Its full.
People continue to take and take and take... and I receive more for my
abyss... one problem spawns another... more complicated, stronger and
powerful than its predecessor.
In a sense I'm done but I proceed.
-Daja A. Lacy

Off the top

I think.
But I digress

I try.
But I digress

My mind, body and soul are not in sync.

Each one is.
Independently.

My heart. I can't even find that station.
Can't distinguish Am-Fm

"Supposed to feel?????"
I don't know.

Pain?
That's one.

Sorrow?
A constant as the others

Happy?
Ha! You trippin.

Sad? Indifferent?
Anxious? Scared?
Too many to list.

All of the above. Except the one im supposed to be. Happy.
WTH is Happy?

Thoughts to scattered to supply my definition.
wait no... go to the last one.

An impossible possibility.

What were we talking about?
Oh yea. Mind, Body, Soul

Mind... craves the knowledge
Body... Sex and Affection
Soul.... Music and Any other art expression.

My mind and soul think.
And my body knows.

Funny how this is simply complicated.

My body needs.
And my mind and soul wants.

I think I want. I know I need.

Can my wants also supply my needs as the needs have?
Wow I'm weird... LOL


What a Leak..!

DDK

Why am I?

This grief causes me to be.
Constant let... Down


My subliminal goes further into your canal than anyone has traveled the abyss.
I love the wetness.

Noticing the deeper I go, The darker it gets. I pursue.
Knowledge is everything... right?

I know, possibly, too much.
Things I wish I didn't

Yet. I continue my endeavors.

I notice the repetition of "I"

Yet. I persistently progress.

Happy is a mythological dream only seen in the fantasies of my imagination.
Meaning- That shit ain't gonna happen.

I am the knight. The night. The darkness that pains me. Grief in the highest key.

That
makes
me.

Can I get a G flat?

Minor please. Nothing major about this.
Yes a chord. The harmony is me.
Put something before. Something after.
But keep playin that chord.
Play it over and over.
Different variations.
Revert to the same.
Just keep playin.

Child's play right.
Easy.

You keep hittin that chord.
Hit It!
Brake It!
And when it wont play.
Just go play another one.
Someone else will take the time to tune this just to play me.

Just waiting. I'm waiting patiently. One day.

Why am I me?
Cuz everyone wants to play me.

_DDK_

Gud Knight-

Gud Head-