Two years of waiting and you are mine or at least soon to be.
Through the distance and the complications of our relationship I can still feel the purity of your heart.
I get chills when I hear your voice, when you say my name, especially where it comes after those three words.
"They" always say... Friends first.
Build a platonic relationship first and then move down romance lane.
I never knew anything to be so true.
Though I have always had feelings... (Strong ones)
I played it very juvenile.
Two kids on the playground.
"Why do you pick on her?" "Because I like her"
I bullied you all this time. Made you think I was far from the feelings I hid.
I did it out of respect to you... To her... Your relationship.
I never even planned on revealing my hidden desires.
But I couldn't hold out any longer.
Time... My feelings grew and became stronger... To push right through that facade.
(SN: If you want feelings to go away don't suppress them... They will only grow stronger)
The most beautiful, intelligent, funny, weird, kinky, unique woman I have ever encountered.
She replaces the pain and sorry on my heart with happiness and hope. The things I thought about people in general... The trust I was afraid to give... The hope that was lost... The wall that was built... She came in equipped with her tool box of personality and is fixing my world of issues with doing nothing but being herself.
Caramel coated skin,
Eyes filled with an ocean of brown,
lips I would kill to kiss,
perfect teeth,
a body only a goddess could be blessed with,
a host of knowledge yet naive to her own greatness
a heart besieged with so much pain and torment
and polished to perfection in my eyes.
She's the ideal.
She's surpassed my imaginations fantasies.
My dreams couldn't even fathom a creature greater than.
If it isn't evident at this point... I am IN love. (Deeply)
Every aspect of her that she views as an imperfection,
I see as a key quality in a partner.
How do I end this?
I don't.
I won't.
I can't.
This feeling... INFINITE
