Music

Melodies of her heart in the highest key fathomable
She serenades her .L.o.v.e. To me.
As I her beat.
I stroke the main keys to keep her melodic river flowing
My tongue speaks to her lips.
I swallow her crescendo
And begin her innuendo
Sweet notes spill from her lips
I drink her music
From her mouth angels harmonize
A duet between her and I
From my tongue
I broadcast in different frequencies
A program of pure delight
Banging the base right to her system
Extacy spills from her lips... I kiss
Leaving her stunned
She did.
She is here.
But another trip to find more of her music is in order
We change the station
This one drives her crazy.
The way the beat flows w/ her body.
The base vibrates.
The
Verse
Is
Perfect.
Leaking harmonies again.
Again.
Top key.
E
Sharp
Major.
-Daja A. Lacy

Now a chliche...
Not just my shorty
I say it
You are the best I ever had
Not because you let me have it when I want it
But because wen I'm down and out you refuse to leave my side
I got a real ride or die.
Not a nickel a a dime or a quarter... money has nothing on you
You're worth more than this superficial world covered in gold
Am I in .L.o.v.e.?
Hell yea. Nothing could make me deny you Mya.
From head to toe, not one doubt in me
No doubts about we
I want us to forever be we
You and me, Mya and Dee
I wish I could even begin to explain how yu got me
No subliminal
Nothing between the lines
Its real simple actually
I
.L.o.v.e.
You
And yu
are
my everything.
-Daja A. Lacy

Lone lullabies sing in agony songs of solitude
My mind desires the very thing that causes my heart to bleed from old
scars.
New wounds heal to form more nothingness in my chest cavity.
A hole. Beginning of the abyss I hold most dear to me. Full of more
nothing. Tears fall but once gone they were never there. Mind clear of
the pain that once lied.
Or that in theory. I try to hide... the pain, anguish, and despair that
lives in me. It feeds off my average... my ordinary.
So this is my nothing... my abyss is full. No questions. Its full.
People continue to take and take and take... and I receive more for my
abyss... one problem spawns another... more complicated, stronger and
powerful than its predecessor.
In a sense I'm done but I proceed.
-Daja A. Lacy

Off the top

I think.
But I digress

I try.
But I digress

My mind, body and soul are not in sync.

Each one is.
Independently.

My heart. I can't even find that station.
Can't distinguish Am-Fm

"Supposed to feel?????"
I don't know.

Pain?
That's one.

Sorrow?
A constant as the others

Happy?
Ha! You trippin.

Sad? Indifferent?
Anxious? Scared?
Too many to list.

All of the above. Except the one im supposed to be. Happy.
WTH is Happy?

Thoughts to scattered to supply my definition.
wait no... go to the last one.

An impossible possibility.

What were we talking about?
Oh yea. Mind, Body, Soul

Mind... craves the knowledge
Body... Sex and Affection
Soul.... Music and Any other art expression.

My mind and soul think.
And my body knows.

Funny how this is simply complicated.

My body needs.
And my mind and soul wants.

I think I want. I know I need.

Can my wants also supply my needs as the needs have?
Wow I'm weird... LOL


What a Leak..!

DDK

Why am I?

This grief causes me to be.
Constant let... Down


My subliminal goes further into your canal than anyone has traveled the abyss.
I love the wetness.

Noticing the deeper I go, The darker it gets. I pursue.
Knowledge is everything... right?

I know, possibly, too much.
Things I wish I didn't

Yet. I continue my endeavors.

I notice the repetition of "I"

Yet. I persistently progress.

Happy is a mythological dream only seen in the fantasies of my imagination.
Meaning- That shit ain't gonna happen.

I am the knight. The night. The darkness that pains me. Grief in the highest key.

That
makes
me.

Can I get a G flat?

Minor please. Nothing major about this.
Yes a chord. The harmony is me.
Put something before. Something after.
But keep playin that chord.
Play it over and over.
Different variations.
Revert to the same.
Just keep playin.

Child's play right.
Easy.

You keep hittin that chord.
Hit It!
Brake It!
And when it wont play.
Just go play another one.
Someone else will take the time to tune this just to play me.

Just waiting. I'm waiting patiently. One day.

Why am I me?
Cuz everyone wants to play me.

_DDK_

Gud Knight-

Gud Head-

Nothin

The is nothing melodic or profound about this.

I think she's cheating. For real.

I'm kicking myself in the ass everyday for mere thoughts and she is taking the liberty.

Should I be mad? hurt? what?
Am I allowed to be?

Shes only doing things that my mind has done a million times over.
I wanted stability.

What the fuck!!!!!

I'm tired. I know I need to take a brake. _but. I am in love with being in love.
Man nothing subliminal about this.

I'm hurt. I want to cry. _but. The only thing that comes out is laughter.
How could I be so stupid. To think sum1 could STAY down for me.

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha :( Down for me... (Yoda voice)- What a fool, am I.

For me love is a fuckin joke. Nothing but a short term joke.
Two months... I never waste my time.

No regrets... honestly... its not over.
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
Don't even know if its true.

Damn shame tho... "I'm going to sleep" she says
I say "ok"
Go to put some money on her phone and find out she has been on the phone for hours.
Wit sum1 from NY. Maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions. _but. Something dont feel right.

GRAFITTI ART

THE ONLY RECORD OF MY ART LEFT....

GUESS I NEED TO STEP MY GAME UP!

Leak

My leaky faucet needs to be fixed.
Profound words spill from my fingertips getting those who pass… Wet

Dripping a damp concoction of love and lust into the minds of others.

[Why?]

Do I need a reason?

[Yes]

Ok, Fine. Honestly she has failed to…Turn the knobs to my mind.

Does she want the passion soaked lyrics

To slide inside her… mind

I have sum good head [A good head]

Damn good head

No bragging or boasting. Daddy is the grade and that says it all

But back to the problem @ hand.

This… Leak
Slowly but surely each drop falls to create a puddle of ?

Hmmmm…Wetness
This damn leaky faucet of mine.

Flow or don’t dammit.

Thinking even more clearly as I type [leak] on this page.

MaybePossibilities.

This leak evolves from_

_________________
I’ll let you know when I do.

Once again...

...no purpose.

No resolution.

Just had to take a leak.

R-EVOLOUTION

A tear falls as I think
Could she leave me with this heartache

Don’t go.
Please don’t.

My mind cannot fathom a world with out you
Fore you are my world
No… You… The sun.

The reason I am the world I am.
No Mercury, No Pluto.
The perfect distance to flourish.
You make me.
I revolve.

I love thee deeper than the seas abyss

How could I?
Wander?
Everything falls out of sync.

How it functions after failure defines it.
So...
...Define us...


We? Us? Lovers? Mates? Partners? Friends? More? Everything? Something?
I hope not nothing. Proper English.

Water-Falls from my eyes.
I want to be the first woman on… your mind
And as you mine.

My love is yours. Andddddd How!

This is what being bored @ 2... well 3am now will get you.
Paint is a wonderful program is you have the time and patience to work with it...

Momma

R. I. P.
Eula Mae Griffin {AKA: Momma}
This is the woman who raised me. I miss Momma so bad right now. I miss our talks. I miss the way she used to say "shyyyt". I miss the "dang-nabb-it". I even miss the way she used to tell me off in front of my friends. I know now everything was all for the best.

I really don't know why im up @ 2am thinking about my grandmother but I am. I guess she's the only woman... person who has had knowledge of all my faults and never once left me emotionally high and dry.

I love this woman with all my heart.

Rest in peace Momma.

Conflict

No need to hide or deny. The only follower. About you my mind constantly runs.

Thoughts conflict with urges.

I love she. She Love I.

But I in like. Deep. It flows as the Nile.

I don't have a clue. Your desires baffle me.

I couldn't fathom the requirements to hold such a position in your heart.

Yo Se Que?

Nada.

I lie.

I do kno what she desires.

Me. I. Daja. Swisha. DDK. Day Day. GQ. Candee. NAO_D

She knows not all but desires all the obvious and the hidden and is willing to discover.

Meanwhile my mind has already commited adult rated crimes with you.

No... Please... Don't... Stop...
They way you think.

Trying to discover my subliminal?

Proceed.

This
Is
For
You.

What am I trying to say?

No Se.

My soul. Quiero Tu. My heart. Tengo Ella.

I desire you romanticly, physicaly, and spiritualy.

I consider it an honor to ask for your hand in friendship.

Everything evloves.
Maybe.

I just know her tears are not nesscary.

Too much?
Sorry

Had to take a leak.

What is Love???
It is her.

The feeling she gives me.

When the phone rings and it is her.

Or when It isn't.

Is this just lust?

Or the pure evolved form of thus?

Love @ First sight?

No

When I first saw her I thought she was fine

But after she seranaded me with the melodical words of her mind

I was blown away._
I fell in ___ with her
I always dreamed of holding a woman like her.

Every part of her being is just beautiful.

The way her face lights up with life when she smiles.

The way she laughs. Those beautiful cheek bones.

A body only a fool wouldn't want to hold on to.

A woman so fine and polished like shes been through the pain of the world.

Her eyes_

Windows into the most beautiful soul.

Thats just the physical.

Her hold over me runs much deeper than a physical surface.
The Hip Hop that runs throught her veins make me fall deeper and deeper with ever heart beat.

_DDK_

PERFECT VERSE

SHE THE PERFECT VERSE
I THE TIGHT BEAT
SHE COMPLEMENTS THE PERFECTIONS AND IMPERFECTIONS OF ME...
SHE MAKES ME HIT HIGH HAT AND BANG THE BASE
DRUM CONSISTENCY
AND THE TEMPO IS AN EVER CHANGING PACE
OUR LOVE IS A SONG OF LOVE LUST AND LIFE
NO PARTICULAR ORDER...
THE ROLLER COASTER OF MELODIES...
THE RISE AND FALL OF MY HEART BEAT..
THE DRIVE COMES @ ALL THE RIGHT TIMES STIMULATING THE CHORDS TO LET OUT SCREAMS OF PLEASURE..
ITS CALLING YOU YOUR SOUL...
YOU CAN HAVE...
ALL IS ATTAINABLE
SHE...
SHE...
AWWW SHE...
THAT "PERFECT VERSE"
THE RED TO MY GREEN
THE YELLOW TO MY BLUE
THE HAPPY TO MY SAD
EVERY OPPOSITE AND COMMON FACTOR
COMPLEMENTS THE WAY I AM AND I WAS...
SHE MAKES ME WANT TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER..
WANT TO CHANGE THE BAD B4S AND MAKE THEM GOOD NOW'S BUT EVERY TRIAL TRIBULATION MAKES HER THAT "PERFECT VERSE"

DON'T CHANGE...

NO DO CHANGE...
EVERYTHING YOU ARE I LOVE...
CLEVA FLO TIGHT LYRIC...
SHE SETS THE VOCALS ON FIRE NEVER TRYING TO OVER SHADOW THE "TIGHT BEAT"...
I REALIZE NOW THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A
"TIGHT BEAT"
YOU HAVE TO HEAR IT ALONE TO MAKE A REAL JUDGEMENT...
NO NOT JUDGE...
APPRECIATE AND EMBRACE...
SHE PICKS ALL THE RIGHT WORDS TO MAKE ME FEEL THAT WAY...
THE BUTTERFLIES AREN'T RESTRICTED TO MY STOMACH...
THEY FLY IN MY SOUL...
CATERPILLARS UP MY SPINE WHEN SHE SPITS HER LYRICS...
MAN I JUST LOVE THE WAY SHE DOES HER THANG...
SHE'S HEADSTRONG SO SHE WONT LET THE BEAT OVERSHADOW HER BUT SHE IS TRUE SO SHE WILL OFFER THE SAME COURTESY...
I LISTEN TO HER VOCALS EMANATE AND VIBE OFF OF WHAT IS HER...
SHE MOVES ME...
MY HIP HOP AND R&B QUEEN MAKES ME THE TIGHT BEAT THAT I AM...
"YOU ARE THE PERFECT VERSE OVER A TIGHT BEAT"
A TIGHT BEAT WILL FOREVER GO UNNOTICED WITHOUT THE PERFECT VERSE THE SONG OF MY LIFE IS INCOMPLETE WITHOUT YOU AND IF THERE IS NO YOU...

_AND ANY OTHER IS A {SETTLE}MENT_

_{THEREFORE}_

_{I}_

_LOVE HIP HOP...

_DDK_

Sasha

For me a smile...
a real one that is...
is only a distant memory brought on by the melodic sounds of _
that beautiful woman...
I long to touch her again_
make her release those sounds that make me smile and reach a high never even thought 2 be possible...
I miss the way I would strum her keys and the way she would embrace my soul...
the way I couldn't get enough of her and her I...
the way she never gave up on me and a sour note was taboo...
I miss the way my urges became animalistic...
jus to feel her soft melodies in my ear...
her tune was me...
I made her sing those songs...
in that key of E major...
never letting the tension go because that's what kept our love alive...
she has always been and will always be a part of my soul...

DAMN...

I love my piano...

L_ve &+ An_ther

Have you ever had a dream that came true that made you feel like your nightmares will never ....
Well I have nightmares that come true that assure me my dreams will never.....
I can't explain it or maybe its just hard to say it but Love has fallen in love with Another.
It shatters my heart but brightens my soul at the same time.
Don't get me wrong I'm estatic to hear that Love is happy.
Love is the most important thing in my life...
All I live for is to see Love happy....
I just always thought Love would be happy with me.
Love is the forbidden friut that took me out of Egypt and realeased me from my shell.
Love made me the person I am today.
I owe my confidence, my attitude, and a new found love of myself to...
...Love.
Now I fell in love with Love a long time ago...
and I thought Love was in love with me...
Love gave me a little nick name that made me feel special but now Love calls Another that name and it hurts whenever I hear Love say it.
I wonder if Love ever thinks about me in the way I still think about Love.
Does Love ever wanna hold me?
Does Love ever wanna kiss me?
Does Love ever just wanna see me smile?
Beacause thats how I think about Love.
Does Love even know that I really can't let go?
I'm so confused...
I want Love to be with Another because Another makes Love happy...
...I also want to be with Love because Love makes me happy.
I want Love to be happy.
Love has a smile to brighten the darkest of days and nights.

There is honestly no ending to this Love has moved on to Another and is happy...

...right now I wouldn't have it any other way

DREAMS MANIFESTED

She standing back to the wall...

me kneeling in front of her begging for her love...

soon enough savagely I peel away the jeans that kept her love so tightly locked away from me...

hungrily I start 2 eat my treasure...

tho the taste is sweet her pleasure is my desire so I decide 2 do things differently tonight...

my mouth watering with desire I begin 2 lick the sweet pearl slowly, and persistently...

no matter how much she squirms shakes quivers or jumps...

I continue with my consistency...

I run my fingers down the back of her legs letting her know my desire and that this is only the beginning...

b4 she knows it her legs r on my shoulders and her feet r no longer touching the ground...

my tongue is on a vertical exploration to find the fountain of love that dwells deep within her...

and

I

WILL

find

every drop of her waterfall...

the rain starts 2 fall but im looking for a storm...

so its time 2 intensify the situation...

she jerks back to realize the wall is still there as I start to rise from my knees to my feet...

she is in the air...

hands on the ceiling now...

its driving her crazy 2 know my strength...

to know that she can get me {this way}...

I love her on the wall...

my tongue and fingers doing things in overdrive that they have never done b4...

she is my everything...

I want more...

and I can tell she does 2...

my lips on hers...

im kissing her love...

making love to her love...

I can feel our souls intertwine while her love ignites in the palm of my hand and my mouth...

she yerns 4 me...

she is trying to hold back but she only delays the inevitable...

she knows that its gonna happen...

and im in control...

the wall is done...

to the bed... she says "when did we get on the here"...

"turn over"...

now behind her...

I begin the writing on the wall...

the furthest wall...

she can hardly take it...

the

in

and

out...

the twists and turns...

and then...

there it is...

I find the spot...

she begs and pleads with me...

but I want all she has 2 give...

once...

but I want more...

twice...

not enough...

pure ecstacy...

pure desire...

I yearn for more...

slowly I slide out briefly touching her pearl...

that makes her wonder...

I begin to explore with my eyes and my fingers...

I gave her twice...

she wonders what's next...

I like 2 show my strength...

her legs r on my shoulders again...

I get it from behind...

this time deeper...

that spot...

tastes so good...

her love...

tastes like love...

sweet...

multiple explosions...

in my mouth... is she done???

Never...

She begs...

Claims she can't take anymore...

but if I stop now she will wonder y...

"baby what more can we do?"

curiosity usually kills the cat...

but I make it purr...

She wants to know so I let her...

her thunder is crashing...

I put it on...

and then I put it on her...

my hips in sync with hers...

the rain...

the waterfalls turn me on more...

I love the way...

her mouth on mine...

me inside her using the rhythm of my body to serenade hers...

we are never done... because my imagination can go on forever...

only the woman of my dreams has made it this far...

she's still there...

I wonder when she will manifest...

_DDK_

Yellow Flowers

As an angel looks up to the sky

beautiful

yellow

petals

float
around
the magnificance
of what is her
how i long_____

to be_____ one

of those

________petals

caressing her chin
touching her skin
delivering sounds of pleasure from her lips
ever so lightly
touch
her
in places the sun cant
i long to touch her mind
in a way no other collection of words
or actions has ever
to move through her like
the melody of her favorite song
to taste her sweetness unparalled by
the purest sugar cane from the depths of south Asia


Lucky yellow flowers
they more than just lie beside her
the mean something to her
represent her
her desires

just to be that close to her

to know her

her desires

her dark knight
to achieve every desire her mind can fothom.

Damn

How I long to be...

Those yellow flowers.

_DDK_