Nothin

The is nothing melodic or profound about this.

I think she's cheating. For real.

I'm kicking myself in the ass everyday for mere thoughts and she is taking the liberty.

Should I be mad? hurt? what?
Am I allowed to be?

Shes only doing things that my mind has done a million times over.
I wanted stability.

What the fuck!!!!!

I'm tired. I know I need to take a brake. _but. I am in love with being in love.
Man nothing subliminal about this.

I'm hurt. I want to cry. _but. The only thing that comes out is laughter.
How could I be so stupid. To think sum1 could STAY down for me.

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha :( Down for me... (Yoda voice)- What a fool, am I.

For me love is a fuckin joke. Nothing but a short term joke.
Two months... I never waste my time.

No regrets... honestly... its not over.
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
Don't even know if its true.

Damn shame tho... "I'm going to sleep" she says
I say "ok"
Go to put some money on her phone and find out she has been on the phone for hours.
Wit sum1 from NY. Maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions. _but. Something dont feel right.